I would like to help you find your place of empowerment in the body of Christ. It is not good to be narcissistic and self indulged but it is extremely important to beself aware.
Do you know what makes you tick? Do you understand why you feel about things the way you do. Do you discern what comes from your heart and what you have learned from the crowd?
Have you pondered your upbringing in your family and the way it shapes your views? Your community shapes the way you think, did you take that into account?
What situations in life bring out the best in you? The worst? What kind of people motivate you? What kind repell you?
What do you really love in this life? What do you hate? Who do you consider overlooked and devalued….and who do see as getting more attention than should be?
What cause or undertaking do you feel you can help with? What is stopping you from moving forward to bring help? Finances?
People, as in a lack of support? Fear of failure or persecution? Don’t think you can make a difference?
Once you find out what God has for you to do things will open up for you. They open when you take your first step forward and commit in your heart to prevail in your endeavor. It is rarely ready for you to see at the start.
“FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, AND NOT BY SIGHT”.